I've changed your diaper so that it's doubled stuffed for overnight wear. You have your pjs on (polka dot with a cupcake on the butt). You've been fed and are passed out on my lap. But yet I just sit here. I don't want to go lay you in your bassinet as that is an indicator of bed time and next thing I know, it'll be tomorrow. And I have to leave you for 10.5 hours... I cried earlier today and am trying to be strong now, but I truly will be a mess tomorrow.
I don't want to say goodnight. I'm not ready to accept that I'll be away from you for so long.